can anyone help me???

work is a lil bit crazy this week. Suddenly we're swamped with quotations and site visits to make. Orders are pouring in, and finances are drying out. I've been wrecking my brain all week trying to keep up with the work and managing the finances. Two helpers are not much of a help when i hafta remind them even to do the housekeeping chores... *sigh*
I hafta to be strong. One of my technicians are going to resign next week after 5 years with the company, so another rock on my head now. He's my right hand man so if he's gone, u know... i wont have a right hand. He's a good employee but its about time he goes to the greener pastures. Unlike him i dont have the guts to do that. I'll have to be stuck here, i think, for as long as it takes.
K came over this morning and we talked about money problems. I plan to go for factoring facilities, but they're asking for too much documentations... im so tired of that! Worst come to worst, we'll go to a loan shark :)
Nothing new around the house. The plumber came a few days ago, but connecting the washing machine hose to the pipe was a failure coz water is leaking out from the tap. So for now i have to manually connect the water to the machine... well, thats good enough for me.
i havent cooked a proper meal yet for him. The day the gas stove came, i made fried vege and for breakfast some fried sausages. I have a problem with my cooking pan, coz i think its not suitable for frying so everything i cooked didnt turn out quite well. he must have thought i'm a lousy cook
listen to myself, i'm lamenting about household utensils and chores! what has become of me??